I would have been dead by now if they did not arrive in my life and threw me the rope so that I would not fall deep in the darkest pit I have ever known. Others may think that they have tolerated me, I think they just knew that I have to learn "that thing" the hardest way. With this fact, I couldn't help wondering: how were they able to survive my constant and repetitive complains and whines? I guess it would not matter anymore, what matters is, I owe them big time and the words "thank you" will never be enough.
He was the first ever person who found out about it. I don't know why but for some reasons I just couldn't hide my secrets from him. It seemed that he always know that something had happened to me by just looking at me. (He must be a mind reader! LOL.) He was my number one fan in this aspect (unfortunately, wala na jud siya'y pulos so dili na jud ko mag.hoping kay ako ra'y lugi... LOL.)
To my partner-in-crime whose professionalism I deeply admire (no wonder nahimo kang Educ. Coordinator sa ACLC kay pag.trabaho, trabaho jud; wala'y friends, friends... kung deadline, deadline jud... maski close ta, kay late man ko naga.submit, late jud ko... hahaha!) I super miss our sneaking out whenever there's a school activity and the things we do for each other whenever we were caught in a situation (dili na nako i.elaborate kung unsa man to kay basig ma.discover.. hahaha!) To the person who kept on watching my back while I was still there; everyday I am missing our sneaky conversations, Alvinfred A. Hinay, lead the way and I will follow! (Kabalo na ka kung unsa meaning ana... Sige na ba, para mangadatu na tang duha ug taman tapos pamaliton nato ang dapat pamaliton para lang sunugon.. hahaha! Aw, dili ko bitter ha.. XD)
I could consider him as my knight in shining armor (the BIG knight in shining armor.. LOL.) How could I thank him for not spilling my short-kept secret in our circle of friends? He had witnessed the stupid things that I have done; despite that, he never reprimanded me outrightly instead he continued supporting me in my foolish pursuits. He didn't lack in reminding me though, he kept on telling me that all my actions had its consequences and I have no right to complain about it.
To the guy who heard my sobs over the phone, we may rarely see each other but he always make it to the point that I will never be alone. Just one text and for sure I would be receiving comforting (sometimes bully) words. (Ang nagpautang sa ako ug 500 php katong na.jobless ko kay tungod sa akong kabuang nga hantud karon wala pa jud nako nabayaran kay pirmi mawala sa akong mind... pakyas jud kaayo ko ba, dapat magbayad na jud ko kay karon siya na pud ang wala'y work... tsk, tsk... Sige lng, mubayad nako! Hahaha!) Rengel G. Ranises, I know that you are in a deep struggle right now but I know that you can get through it. Your kindheartedness will lead your way to the road of success. :). (Pero please lang jud, kung maka.work naka, tiwasa dayon imong BS ha para maka.graduate na ka... ako bahala sa imong thesis! ;)
Thank you for helping me keeping my dignity. I almost lost my soul, almost lost my senses, almost lost my heart. You served as my crutches at the time when I could not walk because of one crazy decision. I am happy that you had let me wander around that dangerous forest... you knew that it would be very difficult and I am so much thankful because I didn't think that you would be checking on me once in a while just to make sure that I am safe. Again, no words can ever describe the gratefulness I have inside. All I can do for the both of you is pray to God that one of these days, you would finally find the bliss that you both deserve. I so love you! Mwaah! ;-*
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