People I am grateful for... My Boyfriends, My Yangs

I am the yin and they are my yangs. Yes, I've got two yangs; one is a loud yang and the other is a passive yang. Despite our oppositeness, being with them makes me discover more of myself. They measure my patience and my tolerance, and that's why I am grateful for their existence in my life.

We are so opposite in many ways, which make us compliment each other. I am the shadow, and they are my lights. They sometimes make me crazy, but who isn't, right?



He is my loud yang. (He is so loud that sometimes you would not want to be with him anymore because he can just mortify you any time!) Ever since our paths have crossed, we clash every now and then. Sometimes we get along but most of the time we argue (but not the type of argue argue but argue in nonsensical way.) It's a battle of pride between us - who is right and who is wrong, it really doesn't matter whether we are making sense all along.
Funny how we still talk even though we get each other's nerves sometimes. (How could I ever forget the time when he professed to everybody that if given the chance, he would not talk to me anymore! The nerve! All the while I thought we were okay only to find out that we weren't??? But that was the past, we are better now. In fact, we are still the same cat and dog even in text, or in Facebook. LOL!)
To the first guy who got me drunk on Christmas Day of 2010 and recorded one of my most embarrassing moments (an angel must have been watching over you when you decided to delete it; the angels wouldn't mind it as well if you would delete the pictures.. :D); to the only person who could still make me jump off my feet whenever he asks me a favor (remember the time when you called me 1 o'clock in the morning just to pick you up at David's park because you were incredibly drunk that you even fell in that narrow waterway?), Michael B. Aparri, you have no idea how much I cried when you left for Manila because of the fear that something not good might happen to you there, but then I realize, you're old enough to take care of yourself. Just don't dare to forget that I am just here as your friend no matter what. :P



On the contrary, this guy is my passive yang. I can say, he's the most pessimistic person I have ever met; but I have to say, he's also the most enduring person I have ever met (or so I think.) We both dislike how the society dictates the world, it's disgusting; however, our approach towards it is quite different - his is hostile while mine is apathetic. Whenever we converse about how the universe sucks, he tends to be so fervent I am surprised how he was able to contain it! It's just sad that others could not get him, thus he is often judged as cynical and glum (I am guilty of it sometimes, and how I hate it whenever he tells me that because he is just so right.. not all the time though.)
Perhaps it's all because of his artistic flair that he had developed the negativity inside him. I just hope he would stop making the world as an excuse to his artistic growth.
To the guy who would unknowingly shed light to my life, Robellito C. Diuyan III, I know you love life, stop holding it back. There's no harm in smiling to the world once in a while... by the way, I am missing our conversations, whether through text or chats, I guess we are both so engrossed with our own lives now. However, just be reminded that I will be forever grateful for meeting you. Until next, say, "laag"? ;)
(And I wonder how we would react into this blog post. He might despise me after this and would not speak to me anymore. LOL. Don't get me wrong, I am just only expressing my gratefulness towards the people who have played a significant role in my life and you just happen to be one of them. I hope what I did would not be a crime to your waking existence. :D)